Last night while I was going through old photos from my computer- I stumbled upon this of my 25th birthday cake. Notice two things are happening here.
1. Simple photo out of focus all the while I make claims of being a photographer!
2. The cake reads: Happy 25th.
Happy 25th?? Serious? That was 5 years ago and next month I will be 30. Having a few mixed emotions over this last night (as I assume many people do) I did my best to keep my
ish together. It has nothing to do with the age number as much as it does the time, how quickly
that time slips by and where I believe I should be at
this time.
I work so hard on this project called ‘life’- relationships, friendships, motherhood and business- yet I couldn’t help but think last night I should be further along.
I am posting this blog entry to remember these feelings. The I-dont-know-how-to-connect-the-dots-at-30-feeling. To consider the risk and awareness that comes with standing on that blurry line between success and failure. Ohh how I look so forward to crossing it.
On a peaceful note…I remember my 25th birthday- on top of the world and ready to conquer. I worried a whole lot less about where I wasn’t and more about where I would be.
Ahhh... the warm Maui breeze on my face and this amazingly yummy cake…best birthday to date.