Part of me is writing this post to encourage myself, but I do feel if one word of this helps another then I am satisfied! I want to take a moment to encourage you and I to stay focused on our GOALS today.
I have so often times heard the word ‘no’ and I hate it just as much as my little girl does. I have even been told I throw a much bigger fit than she does after hearing those 2 letters of devastation! Sometimes I get caught up in, ‘no’ and the big let-down that shadows me- sometimes I get angry and it motivates me-Sometimes I am just quiet and I wait.
I would like to think of myself as ‘a glass half full’ girl- most often when I am around other people or even here on the internet. Like everyone else, I have faced disappointment, downers and hardships- but I have learned that persistence is what works for me. Along with discipline-and of course writing things down and organizing my thoughts and plans…!
So you know, all this musing stems from American Idol. Lol… yes that’s right! The part where JLO had to tell Room # 2 they didn’t make it to Hollywood. I found it inspiring to hear her and Steven Tyler talk about how many doors had been shut in their faces... and how many times they heard ‘no’ and how often they had to encourage themselves to continue!
Well… time to get back to work! And of course every post is better with a photo!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Tuesday 2011
Day 2 of blogging in the New Year.
Happiness is finding a little bit of heaven in your hell." A. William Hopper
To: Kaeley
Sweet little girl. I am sitting at work at my desk and my head is throbbing. There are construction workers outside my window laying down wood flooring. Great for the office bad for my brain! I can’t work and you were on my mind. I like to write to you… You may find these blog postings on your own, years down the road and how sweet I think it would be to read these words. We forget things as we get older and I never want to forget this.
This past weekend I had a photo job that you went to with me. We were shooting the interior of a restaurant and a few items from the menu. You were such a good girl and very patient! I recognize that a couple hours in your little life seems life a million! But you waited it out, and you were very helpful and everyone adored you!
When we drove away, amidst your normal jibber you told me that you have a $100.00 saved at your dad’s house from your allowance. I replied with “that’s wonderful! What are you saving your money for..?” Assuming it would be for a video game or a toy of some sorts. But you said you were going to use that Benjamin to buy us a big house…in Italy. And I would cook all day. You would go to college. Papa and grandma would come to visit. I would have to make Papa pizza.
Kaeley, you make me smile.
Happiness is finding a little bit of heaven in your hell." A. William Hopper
To: Kaeley
Sweet little girl. I am sitting at work at my desk and my head is throbbing. There are construction workers outside my window laying down wood flooring. Great for the office bad for my brain! I can’t work and you were on my mind. I like to write to you… You may find these blog postings on your own, years down the road and how sweet I think it would be to read these words. We forget things as we get older and I never want to forget this.
This past weekend I had a photo job that you went to with me. We were shooting the interior of a restaurant and a few items from the menu. You were such a good girl and very patient! I recognize that a couple hours in your little life seems life a million! But you waited it out, and you were very helpful and everyone adored you!
When we drove away, amidst your normal jibber you told me that you have a $100.00 saved at your dad’s house from your allowance. I replied with “that’s wonderful! What are you saving your money for..?” Assuming it would be for a video game or a toy of some sorts. But you said you were going to use that Benjamin to buy us a big house…in Italy. And I would cook all day. You would go to college. Papa and grandma would come to visit. I would have to make Papa pizza.
Kaeley, you make me smile.
Monday, February 7, 2011
hey stranger.
So it’s February. Already. One of my News Year’s resolutions was to blog more. Something- anything. Some bloggers seem to have an easy time posting every day, but I am not one of those people. Not to mention that’s it’s been unbelievably busy at my Monday through Friday gig nights/weekends holidays- there are no breaks allowed when it comes to serving justice at the law firm I guess!
Writing every day is a discipline. I'm pounding my keyboard against my head trying to find the words at times… It’s hard to collect one thought out of the millions screaming through my head in between the many hats I wear on a day to day basis and blog it.
My attempt with this post was to sum up the past month in one short paragraph so I will in fact remember this moment, and where I was today. Let me start:
2011= take more risks. I do take risks by the way. I have taken many risks short of cave diving in unchartered waters in unground tunnels (sorry! just saw Sanctum).
2011= have less issues. With myself that is. My job is simply to begin. One foot in front of the other until my story unfolds.
Ok, so that turned out to be more of an outline and less of a paragraph! Oh well! Happy Monday!
... in between all of my dedication to the law firm... I have somehow found some time for what I love.
Writing every day is a discipline. I'm pounding my keyboard against my head trying to find the words at times… It’s hard to collect one thought out of the millions screaming through my head in between the many hats I wear on a day to day basis and blog it.
My attempt with this post was to sum up the past month in one short paragraph so I will in fact remember this moment, and where I was today. Let me start:
2011= take more risks. I do take risks by the way. I have taken many risks short of cave diving in unchartered waters in unground tunnels (sorry! just saw Sanctum).
2011= have less issues. With myself that is. My job is simply to begin. One foot in front of the other until my story unfolds.
Ok, so that turned out to be more of an outline and less of a paragraph! Oh well! Happy Monday!
... in between all of my dedication to the law firm... I have somehow found some time for what I love.
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