As I have gone through my day, my lists and my loose ends I can feel myself getting a little down. I love to be positive but the battle in my mind at times remains. It would seem the busier I get the more confused I become. A completely sane person would feel accomplished! But not Manda. Instead all I can think of are future tasks, what I have neglected or what I need to change.
Please understand I have a very active mind. The dialogue in my head never rests and considering this is the most intimate of conversations we have (the ones with ourselves) this can either be sacred or destructive. Even though I have gotten better at filtering the negative words that flow through, there are still moments like today where I question who and what I want to be. I get confused with my photography because I want to be the best me possible, and at the same time do everything right.
Time for a little pick me up~ a little inspiration.
If you have never stopped to listen to the conversations in your head… you should. I have heard mine, and many times it’s broken my heart. It has taken me a very long time to get to a point where I can turn the volume down, or if I’m lucky, change the music.
Today I think we should encourage each other to treat ourselves with love. Fill our hearts and head with loving words and self- kindness. We are all worthy of what we dream for, we are enough.
The photos below were taken with my new lens and new camera! I have been waiting f.o.r.e.v.e.r. for my new equipment and I couldn’t be more positive about what’s to come!
